Why is that those 'memorable' things that we 'should' take note and remember, I don't realize that it's 'supposed' to be memorable and take note of it?... And I only have memories of it happening here and there =S Don't even remember the first time, second time..... last time it happened =o= That's not to say I don't remember them. I just didn't realise they're meant to be so significant, or maybe I did. Who knows.

And then those stupid things that aren't important I keep remembering and thinking over and over again.

These are shit by the way. MJ Rouge Majex or something. Thick and goopy consistency. not smooth at all. I think I have a PK313. DON'T LIKE. Hope the MJ Honey is better. Oh, wth. I'm never even picky with this stuff lol. Don't you hate it when you have lipgloss on and you think its lipbalm and you smoosh your lips together and then its like 'eurghhhhh' *edit* actually i like the look over this over Benetint.

Currently lusting after those JuJu Aquamoist products

And I keep having these 'bad dreams' lately. They're bad because ... they are bad. But not nightmares. Can't really go into details, so I will just stick with my terrible, unexpansive vocabulary and use the word 'bad'. Speaking of which, how the hell am I going to wake up for my first exam.. (found my timetable by the way =D.. i put it away so i wouldnt lose it <== makes it hard to find wth) when I keep sleeping late (for my standards) these days? Was up on the phone with the Jess last night.. (Oh yeah, and good luck to the Business people for tomorrow)

Lol. And Oh yeah, it's disappointing when you see a really pretty girl, and saw that she was only average a year ago.. and you're like 'OMGGG INSPIRATION. I HAVE HOPE.' and turns out that got plastic surgery.. what a letdown.. i'm not rich. hahaha =/

Geezzzz.. guess what I'm eating atm for dinner.. 豬肚 WTF IS PIG STOMACH. Is it pig intestine?!?!??! Like elastic bands as well...  好核突

I really want to try like, baking a cake or something one day. But god, I hate cooking. All the preparations, and then like getting near dangerous things like the stove and oven and then having to wash up later. I'll stick with looking at pictures:




i need new PJ's.. that don't have ducks on them.. maybe something pink and feminine. that doesn't always come off when i sleep lol

These are beautiful I think.. gonna try when i got time... =D

I made a new friend. her name is Ohana LOL i wasn't sure if i kept hearing wrong.. thought maybe Johanna or something, but no its Ohanna.

YEAAAAAAAA I LOVE THIS PICTUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =D =D

that's right. that's why no tears at graduation =]]]
Eurgh. Shit. Gotta start editting my belonging essay. 'needs more on the events' apparently and less on the setting. ~$^!%&!$&^!&!&

just saw a part of a video of where they had these bear/badgery animals that they just whacking repeatedly on the floor and then beat them with sticks, and then got an axe and cut off their feet AND THEY'RE STILL ALIVE. people are so disgusting! and how they do it so methodically, without even flinching, because theyre just 冷血  and 殘酷 like that.

and then i didn't want to watch anymore. just ruins your day, seeing things like that. and i hate to think that as i type, probably more things are happening to other animals.
見到哩D野覺得週身5舒服。。好小野會令到我gum 5開心架actually =o=

eurgh. don't even know what to say.
i wish i didn't click that video now v_v"""""""
actually i'm gonna have to delete this post later after i get over the animal thing. or at least forget about it.
oh and i don't want to ruin anyone's day. but heres the video in question if you want to see it =o=

http://hk.video.yahoo.com/video/video.html?share=1&id=677680

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Anyways




hmmm.. maybe i'll use this one at the top of my blog layout.


very happy to have met the friends i had actually. nothing cheesy to say. just happyhappy

oh. and hsc starts next week. i am so not prepared.
And i lost my HSC exam timetable(haha, it's tradition). so i'll write up one here . so i can refer to it later instead of having to go on UAC.

Viennci's HSC Timetable

Wednesday, 21 October - English (Advanced), Paper 1 Area of Study 9.20am-11.30am
Friday, 23 October - English (Advanced), Paper 2 Modules 9.25am- 11.30am
Tuesday, 27 October - Mathematics 9.25am - 12.30pm
Wednesday, 28 October - Mathematics Extension 1 9.25am - 11.30am
Thursday, 29 October - Japanese Continuers 2.00pm - 5.00pm
Friday, 30 October - English Extension 1 9.25am - 11.30am
Thursday, 5 November - Economics 9.25am - 12.30pm
Wednesday, 11 November - Japanese Extension 1.55pm - 3.55pm

我睇我哩個weekend點都係要嘔出幾個essay架啦

BACK TO MY ESSAY. wasted enough time v_v

Had the most random dream last night. It covered basically everything and everyone that has been in my life lately in the past... month or so - including that disgusting spider that had been living outside my window for a while, and has now disappeared.
And my dream seemed so real as well!
Some parts made me really really happy. and some parts made me really really sad. It was hardly like a dream-like quality because it seemed so damn real =O
And one particular 'scene' in my dream makes me really nervous and worried.
Strange. I remember after seeing the Twilight movie, I had a dream that someone told me not to read the book because it's so crap that the movie was basically a total remake. And so I decided not to read the books at all. I wonder if anything in that dream will influence any of my decisions. I think the reason I'm actually bothering to blog about this stupid dream is because it was so different to any of those other ones I have.
Unequivocally weird.

I watched a video on "How to Act Smart" last night. I think I'll just end up sounding like a freak if i try any of it =o= but unequivocally was a new word I learnt =]

"The Universe is the illusion that sustains all reality" HAHAHAHA wtf. *gives smart nod*